SteamID: STEAM_0:0:44638447

Discord Tag: Pappasito#8036

Time Played: Not sure, more than requirement though around 500 hours

When First Joined: I joined back in 2016 according to game tracker, didn't start getting involved until 2020

Availability (Approx. times you play, and time zone): 16:00 - 22:00 weekdays, anytime weekends barring days I work.

Rank Desired: Admin 

Current Rank: Member

What can you do to help the community:  I'll use this to address some of the pros and cons and try to be objective as possible.

• Frequently trolling, although significantly less so than months ago but the history is there
  
• Blunt, confrontational. As staff this can cause problems if you're not willing to deescalate.
  
• Can talk down to people - I try to do this less but there are obvious instances where I will make generalizations.
  
• Slurring - don't really do it now but the history is there, relevant to application
  
• Maturity - This will also go into the pros section, but when I am trolling it is obviously not coming from a place of maturity. Room for improvement.
  

There is more, but I'll leave that to comments for discussion. These are just the glaring cons

Pros:

• Objectivity - I try to be as objective as possible when dealing with ban request, unban requests, etc. There will always be a bias, inherently, but I do try my best to keep my opinions objective. Even when dealing with people I don't "like". Adding to this - I don't hold "grudges". I have gotten into "beef" with people before but despite that I try to let that influence my opinion of them. A good example is Foxca, I don't necessarily get along with Foxca at all times, and there has been written exchanges, but to be honest I still generally like him.
  
• Maturity - Those who interact with me outside of Dinks, in person, or when I am not trolling can see I am level-headed and mature. However, recognize the fact that that's a moot point if that is not demonstrated to general discord / ttt.
  
• Involved with the community - I have been around for 2 years and I have built good rapport with some members, and some bad rapport with others. Regardless of that, I have been embedded in the community for quite a while now.
  
• No burnout - I don't "care" enough to be burnt out, not in the sense where "haha im admin i dont care woohoo" but in the sense where I will not be affected by complaints, constantly having to justify decisions, etc. I am able to separate GMOD area and real life very easily.
  

The cons themselves probably disqualify me from any future staff position anyways, but I figured I would drop a try anyways. Plus applications always unravel into "I don't like this about you _____" or "you suck because ______" which is useful information in general and will help me calibrate how to interact in the future. I won't make a complete 'personality' change, regardless of people's views of me, but I am 100% willing to take criticism and incorporate it into how I interact within the community.

Why you want to help the community: 

Have you been previously banned? (Link Relevant Posts): See screenshot below, once on server. Discord warns posted below as well for relevancy.

Have you previously applied for staff? (Link Relevant Posts): no

How did you find us?: default browse