[Deer-ly]

& You shit post and troll, you pick and choose which arguments you want and don't want.

& When people annoy you, instead of just muting them, you continue to allow the annoyance to take hold of you and you either explode, or cry to us. What do you want us to do? Honestly? We can step in when it becomes harassment and staff need to put a foot down, but if someone annoys you just m u t e them. That is something you don't seem to get. And idk how that is going to play into you having staff. That actually worries me a little bit.

& Donors are not staff: the last time I told you this you asked that I stop treating you as though you are new to PH. Here is my issue, how many times do we need to remind you that you aren't staff (yet?) policing the discord/server isn't needed. There is a difference and I don't feel confident you know how to tell the difference yet.

& I could really dig and jab and go into this, but I just won't because I can scream all my worries and concerns until we are both blue in the face and you still won't listen.

& I feel you would pick and choose and that you won't be able to handle it. But hey, this is just based off what I've seen in PH.


So for that, I am a strong -1. I do wish you the best on this though. --   

& I try to make be fun my "shitposting" is depending on what you mean and im not  trying to troll i want to have fun with other people and making jokes or saying something stupid is the best way i know how to do that, if this means more how i act on ttt. That is how i treat ttt because that is how i see ttt just a huge joke and yes i know i purpously got banned ttt and i am regretful of that. I don't mean to be annoying so sorry if i am.

& I don't explode and if i do i don't mean or try to and if there is staff on I do mute them If i don't have them muted its because there's no staff on and i need to record because other players don't mute the people mic spamming no matter how many times me or other regs and donors will tell them how and they just get toxic over it and it gets worse and worse. I don't come crying to staff i will ping you and if no-one gets on i can understand that its not a complete problem and i can make a ban request if and when possible, I know most of you have lives outside of this game and other things to do than staff a gmod server. And don't take this as I'm saying your not reliable or something like that your all amazing  at staffing inactive or not you all have show you are in a deserved position.

& "Donors are not staff" all of my points says i have said this more times than you have (don't take that out of context as if I'm bragging or something). I know I am not a staff member of any kind or discord helper or moderator of any kind. I am a donor i do not have to help i can mute everyone, leave the server, just not care, and i do not have any power over anyone. You do treat me as if I'm new to prop hunt you have told me all the basics you even tell me specifics and how to see illegal spots and where to find other various things i already know. You act like i am a overstepping "just bought" donor if im overstepping Please tell me I will try to work on my actions and stop what I'm doing, I have fun here and i want other people to have fun here too.

& Go ahead and tell me what's wrong I will gladly listen you have never tried to talk to me besides telling me I'm not staff. But message me on discord please, so it doesn't fill here.

& No. I would not pick and choose what I want to handle if I cant handle all situations I should not be staff and if I do get staff and I am show not not  be able to hold up or be able to actually take care of the server alone or if another staff member is on then please take the staff role from me. I do not to wish to staff a server where I am a burden. And if i didn't believe i couldn't do it i would have never applied.