[Jammin]

The apology is appreciated;
However you were banned yesterday.
Your heartfelt apology, as genuine as it probably is, might mean something if you come back 1 or 2 years from now but not 1 day later - not now. Now you are sorry you got caught and punished.
Many dumb acts of stupidity can be forgiven but hacking is a significant issue.
It undermines the integrity of our server.

Most bans serve a punishment role, but bans for hacking are for protection of the integrity of the server.

-1 reapply in the summer. Then, maybe with some kind of "must stream" requirement, to certify that you are not cheating at any given moment, maybe I can begin to support.