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& I do not think you're stupid, I believe you have potential. 

& I also wasn't saying to close this immediately only that it be denied so the "just wants the title" thing won't be an issue with your next application. Though I realize some will still bring this up, but at least it will be less recent.  

& I am on your side of you having a fair chance of becoming staff. 

& I highly recommend not feeding into trolls in the future. Let the trolls starve. 


& I stated the examples may have been your humor and not serious, that's why I am not holding the comments against you just a forewarning to be careful even when joking around. 

& In my murder app, "-1



Alright let me start off by saying that I believe you are capable of being a good staff member, though I do not think right now is the best time for you. " so why change to a "neutral"  in the span of 7-8 days where you didn't play with me so why a sudden change?


& In my eyes and im sure many others 1 month is almost no difference and for some people its the same concept they will make there opinions (inactive people) on what they see on forums and discord they don't  know or see the changes im trying to make in game.

& "though I do not think right now is the best time for you." and in other conversations (idk its stuck in bold) with you multiple times you have said i should wait as now wouldn't be a good time for me and you have said I'm not ready "I do not think you have the emotional stability to represent the Dinkleberg community as a member of the staff team. I have watched you go 0-1000 several times over the past 2 month. 



I'm not just referring to PH either, this has happened in Murder and on Discord. 



I personally think you should take some time and really consider if you can mentally/emotionally handle being staff.  As you stated that you'll switch game modes to cool off, which is fine and a good idea but as staff you get to face many things head on. You're targeted by many people constantly.


My comments are not meant to offend or attack only as an observation." and what do you think has changed since this? Because you have played with me only a handful of times and if this "alt account" of yours is fishing around why not instead of seeing how i fend off in a situation as a regular please respond to when i ping for staff, and please do not take this out of the context that "VOSS is on an alt account instead of his main account" because in that case your letting the chaos happen and its unfair to me and other players and the few times we do play is when you do come on for a staff ping. (its just stuck in bold aaaaa)

&  Well when i am recording that makes sense but when im done and i need to make a ban request giving them what they want to hear so there not screaming or being racist/harassing fucks sometimes thats my best option especially as a regular I am not a donor so i can't gag i can't mute so i can slightly defuse whats happening and sure i can record and ping staff but that all takes time and im being told to do such things as gag/mute/ban/kick and i tell players how to mute them but they just refuse to do it because idrk if i am staff i can actually help and handle these situations and record at the same time.*

& "I will give you the benefit of the doubt that this is your type of joking around." - "I stated the examples may have been your humor and not serious" you directly implied  thats my type of humor and you amy not be holding the comments against me for a +1/0 or -1/0 but you still brought it up and used it as part of your response against me which is completely fine but its stuff i would not say.

*Also i want to say "we could just take staff from him if he fucks up" I know that this is a bad rule to follow and can cause terrible staffing but if i somehow do get staff i want it to be slightly based on this to where if i abuse or misuse the staff powers in anyway i will gladly take a perm ban until they are able to be removed yet i can see how this can be twisted into the "you just want the staff role, instead of earning it" and "he'll just abuse the power and be done with it" I will say i wouldn't do this but i can understand that that is not near enough to even validate that and i would ask "please take it into account" but i feel like that would undermine everything. just wanted to say it here.

I'll respond to the rest of this when im not about to pass out