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I know this is a stupid bump.

But I can't believe how emotional this got me.

Two years ago I met dong, on my way back into the server after a long hiatus due to drugs and alcoholism. I had just started going through a lot of changes. Many I shared with him with the way I was thinking. I won't get too deep into it but I really cared.
I was working on building back a better life for myself at the time after recently kicking heroin, and when he got back in 2019 he dm'd me and I was so busy. I don't know how else to express these feelings but it just makes me sad and I feel better letting it go than keeping it in.

It is unbelievable to me that dong went from the trusted member I knew to admin-ship. A kid to a man it seems like it too. Glad to see he truly cared about this and put in more time than I could have.

This was one of the last songs I sent to him in a DM, I don't know what it was all about but it meant something at the time to me.