[thunderwalrusinnthebar]

If this is serious then I'll give you some advice. I was closer to being banned, for some of the same reasons as you, than I was to being trusted when I first applied. What I had to change was the way I talked to people on the server. Take the feedback here and clean up your act with slurs and general toxicity while also making ban requests and you should be in the running for staff. Right now its a minus one