[MissPauling]

I don't mean this in an aggressive way, but you signed up for this and you have no obligation to stay a moderator. If you need a break or need to just full on leave, there are no real tethers to this stupid video game server and it has very little amount to the real world.

I can feel this is an incredibly frustrating for both moderators and regulars, the mods think that the regulars keep digging for information that they don't need, and that they don't really deserve, given how they treat the mods. And the regulars, like me, feel that what we're being presented is lackluster at best, and that we deserve more meaty answers.

I still believe that the staff can get more transparent, but now I am not sure what that would actually entail.

Immediate edit: I don't mean to assume what you guys are thinking or feeling, this is just what I'm picking up generally

I can absolutely appreciate what you're saying here, and I did in fact take a very long break from PH - only going on to do random bans if absolutely needed. This is where I come to hide from my problems when my other tools to I use to help don't really cut it. I decided to take a long break because I wanted to focus on my personal career. 

The Geb incident and all the personal things I listed happened within 3 days of each other. And then seeing all the shit that happened after, just really left a sour taste for me in my mouth and exhausted me. But I've chosen to come back and take charge of being a Mod again because this is the only place I get where I have FULL control over what I choose to do.