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I didn't know what to say on this thread. There are so many problems that you brought with your presence. I was on the fence about saying anything, but looking back and remembering you made me want to give my opinion. I looked through the staff discord and saw countless people pointing out evidence of you:

abusing donor, being racist towards other players, using bigot language, baiting less experienced players to RDM you then making false reports, RDMing, harassing staff when you didn't get your way, skirting rules, slurs, lying in reports, homophobia, skirting around rules for slurs, and the list goes on.

Every time I joined the server you talked shit to me in voice chat and privately messaged me, often spamming me, telling me to kill myself and a variety of other insults. I ignored them all because I don't respect you whatsoever so anything you say means jack shit to me. Other players had countless similar experiences with you and complained about you almost all the time. You made your bed by being an awful addition to the community with your behavior, often making players disconnect from the server when you joined and making staff HATE being online when you were on because your toxicity towards others was fucking unbearable and your responses to being disciplined just instigated further drama and controversy.

You were warned by staff many, many, many times and chose to ignore them all. I have heard you apologize and say that you regret doing things, then go back to being just as bad, if not worse, the following week. I am not uncertain that even if you were given another chance, we would see the same behavior from you.

I hope that I never see you in any game in my entire life. Respectfully, you just really fucking suck as a person. Like, really. If you are unbanned, I will resign as Trusted. I will not staff a server that welcomes back someone as toxic as you.

This is the BIGGEST -1 that I have ever, and likely will ever, give out.

Even the entire reply is why you don't want to see me again in the server and how much you hate me, I appreciate your time spent on this thread. Everything you said above is true, all the words you typed was the truth about me; Just consider that even the worst person in the world can change inside. Now I look back when I was playing TTT and I have not the enough words to say sorry. It's probably late, but better late than never: I do give you my apologies if I gave you a bad experience in the server (this goes for everyone).

I'll take it as a personal feedback, however, I hope to see you again.

I do not hate anyone, please do not try to twist my opinion regarding your unban into how much I hate you to make yourself look like a victim.

Your impressions and behaviors shape how others view you. As I said, you have lost all credibility with me and I do not believe your apologies or claims that you have changed after seeing your lack of character, immaturity, and hostility towards myself, my friends, new players, and everyone in-between since 2019 (hey, that rhymed.)

I wish you well in life, but I hope that our paths never cross.

Goodbye.