[lacer]

as someone who was not here for any of your antics laced, I will weigh in from what I can observe as someone who has no bias.

From scrounging the forums, all I can see is a long long track record of you causing problems, getting banned, getting unbanned, and repeating.

From asking around and looking into it, people concur with this sentiment (from the 10 or so folks I have asked in reference about you over the months). 

YOU HAVE A CERTAIN REPUTATION. AND IT AINT GREAT FOR YOUR CASE.
another thing I see as an issue is this quote. perhaps I am taking it out of context, but your wording seems exact.
to quote you: 
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Full transparency, my sense of humor is very much still dark and edgy. That is something that is engraved into my personality and it will never change. However, I have enough social awareness and restraint to NOT make these kinds of jokes on the forums. I know the limits of what is and isn't allowed here.
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normally, I would say "another chance". You got alot of those chances. What would make it any different, say, than the time you were banned for being the lead to one of the most toxic groups in the server?

Have you fundamentally changed since then? you promise to "not put those things" in the forums, but your wording is precise. What would prevent you from formenting and stirring the pot in other servers than the forum? 

I dont see a fundamental change from the root of the problem, and as such I vote 

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 At least for now. When your fundamental beliefs change, then mabye I will vote otherwise. As it stands now, all I can see as a pair of fresh eyes is a problem that will come back and rear its ugly head, and sow division in the community. And we will repeat this cycle. I hope I am wrong. I really do hope that. 

I'll respond to this further when I get home from work, but I'm very curious as to what you mean when you refer to my "fundamental beliefs."

Maybe my sleep deprived brain isn't processing it right, but your comment seems to imply that the only thing I like to do is stir the pot and divide the community, which isn't true at all. I have a genuine love for this community and most of the people in it, but I'm also aware that I've not expressed that in the healthiest of ways. I admit that I am a bit hotheaded and I am very much not afraid to voice my feelings on any given situation. These two things have overlapped many times and have caused me more issues than I'd like. 

I've learned to better collect myself and think clearly before I speak, something I rarely did before my ban here. For lack of a better word, I was incredibly stupid. 

I will update this reply with anything I feel is necessary to add when i am home this afternoon.