10-23-2022, 02:22 AM
(This post was last modified: 10-26-2022, 11:50 PM by Damien. Edited 6 times in total.)
Ingame Name: Damien, spooky Damien
Other: I know this is surprising since I said I wouldn't make these, but I'd rather be staff than let my staffing experience be ruined by others. I had serious confidence issues before and this is obvious since I have deleted and closed several staff apps of mine. I resigned ultimately because I felt like I was doing a piss poor job at being TTT staff (thanks to the people that were being jerks to me when I first joined.) I felt like I had to get their approval and when I realized I didn't, I resigned. I loved staffing and felt like I did a really good job when I was staff.
Addressing my "No More Staff Apps!!" thread, I was really going through a tough time when I made it. I was frustrated that I let myself get so upset over a couple of staff members' comments of me when I joined the staff team that I convinced myself I was a bad staff member because they never apologized to me. I was a fool and I would've never resigned if I knew their comments were almost pointless back then. It basically boiled down to me making a few stupid jokes I will not repeat here at the expense of the PH community over a month prior to me getting accepted. It was addressed on my staff app and I apologized for making those jokes. For some reason, those people decided to hold a grudge against me for that reason and it's justifiable I guess, but it seems really silly now why they wouldn't just respect the admin's decision to have me as a staff member, especially since I proved I was capable of handling being staff.
I will punish everyone fairly, friends and people who I don't like (which is very few) will be given the same treatment.
I will try to reply to any questions or concerns you guys have, and if you want to talk about something privately just hit me up on discord @DamienEatsBalls#2156
here's a song to listen to while you're reading
SteamID: STEAM_0:0:221473561
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Discord Tag: DamienEatsBalls#2156
Time Played: over 1100 hours, time got reset a long time ago so :/
When First Joined: 1/1/2020
Availability (Approx. times you play, and time zone):
Rank Desired: Trusted
Current Rank: Donor
What can you do to help the community: I can use my knowledge of the rules with the rank of trusted to help the server keep a chill and fun place to play while punishing rulebreakers.
Why you want to help the community: I love this community. I've stayed with it for the good and the bad. It's one of the best communities I've ever been with (yes, really.). I think this is probably the only good TTT community out there (I don't really know since this is the only server I play on.). I think the current staff team is doing a good job at keeping the server chill and fun, but a little extra help won't hurt.
Have you been previously banned? (Link Relevant Posts): the only genuine one
Have you previously applied for staff? (Link Relevant Posts): yes, seven times to be exact.
How did you find us?: sever browser during the ball drop
Did you fill out the required scenario questions for rank you are applying for? (Links under requirements in format thread): Yes.
Other: I know this is surprising since I said I wouldn't make these, but I'd rather be staff than let my staffing experience be ruined by others. I had serious confidence issues before and this is obvious since I have deleted and closed several staff apps of mine. I resigned ultimately because I felt like I was doing a piss poor job at being TTT staff (thanks to the people that were being jerks to me when I first joined.) I felt like I had to get their approval and when I realized I didn't, I resigned. I loved staffing and felt like I did a really good job when I was staff.
Addressing my "No More Staff Apps!!" thread, I was really going through a tough time when I made it. I was frustrated that I let myself get so upset over a couple of staff members' comments of me when I joined the staff team that I convinced myself I was a bad staff member because they never apologized to me. I was a fool and I would've never resigned if I knew their comments were almost pointless back then. It basically boiled down to me making a few stupid jokes I will not repeat here at the expense of the PH community over a month prior to me getting accepted. It was addressed on my staff app and I apologized for making those jokes. For some reason, those people decided to hold a grudge against me for that reason and it's justifiable I guess, but it seems really silly now why they wouldn't just respect the admin's decision to have me as a staff member, especially since I proved I was capable of handling being staff.
I will punish everyone fairly, friends and people who I don't like (which is very few) will be given the same treatment.
I will try to reply to any questions or concerns you guys have, and if you want to talk about something privately just hit me up on discord @DamienEatsBalls#2156
here's a song to listen to while you're reading
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