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To be completely honest, I didn't think you'd ever want to apply again. 

I didn't think so either. However, I've been thinking it over these last few months and realized that it would be for the greater good of the community if I worked with the staff team rather than against them. More on that below.


I think the biggest obstacle in your way of getting staff is a stigma that is held against you by people in the staff team from your past actions. 

This may be true, but I myself have held a grudge against the staff for the past 3 years due to what I viewed as an unjust community ban and some other major things that I wish not to speak of publicly. I am not, nor have I ever claimed to be innocent. There is no excuse for my past behavior, but I know I can make a positive impact for the future.

im tired