[tiefling lesbian]

I literally am asking about it though? It's not ad hominem  or attack of character to ask what experiences someone is using to base their assumptions off of if they haven't played on the server (which the guy you quoted hasn't since I joined the server, and is just what gametracker says for the account linked to your forum account, and I can only personally recall seeing you on at the same time as me a handful of times). You're just making vague accusations of what you think might happen without describing any actual experiences or context to back it up. I'm not sure how I'm supposed to examine or re-evaluate based on that?


let me re evaluate then.

I arrived at my initial conclusion after asking others after playing with you to help me finish formulating my opinion about you. From what I could tell from my view, you would anger easily/show it outwardly. This is why I am concerned. As someone who caught 2 staff reports early in their staffing career, this is an extremely valid concern for me. Its an extremely unfortunate situation, and I think that its something that we should protect against by making sure to never move out of anger/emotions, nor show emotions like anger outwardly. this is what trolls look for, and will exploit it if you give them any leeway.

to pivot from this, I think that here you have demonstrated restraint when responding. Sure, you could have gone full blown poop fling. But you did not. 

I will change my vote to +0. I am still unsure about you, but I think you have potential. I look forwards to however this will pan out. If you aren't successful this time, I would highly recommend taking some time and reapplying.

I've only been genuinely angry on this server a total of like twice, and I wasn't particularly outward about it either time. The only time I'm really outwardly "angry" is when I'm raging at hitreg or something dumb happening in game, which mostly isn't serious and typically isn't targeted at another person unless they're also known to banter and shitpost, with the exception of sometimes calling people stupid in RDM reports (which I usually forgive anyways if turns out to be an honest mistake). I can see how it would look more serious at a glance and why that would be a cause for concern, but it's genuinely not that serious, and I welcome anyone to tell me directly if I've made them uncomfortable or unsure of my true intentions.