[Emerak]

Yeah I'm gonna agree with what most have said here, I'm just worried if you get accepted you'll get burnt out again...but too fast? If that makes sens like I get people get tired and what not, but even me, I've been going through some complicated things irl but I'll just take a break for a month or week whatever I need, and then come back when ready.

I'll be honest, lately I've been thinking long and hard about resigning myself a few times, as each day goes with getting busy with work and other issues I've been dealing with, but I keep putting a fake smile basically and pushing forward as much as I can....but it's hard.

So i do get where you are coming from when you want to come back and or leave after,  because life is so up and down lately just can't catch up, but all that being said imma -1 for now.

Best of luck, and take care man!