[Icey]

I'm so sorry No Name.... I really can't imagine how you are feeling. Please know that you will always have a spot here and every one of us would be more than happy to talk to you. Don't isolate yourself and don't give up. Try to minimize stress on things out of your control and just keep pushing, no matter how shitty or unfair things seem. From my interactions with you, I know that everything is going to work out just fine. Stay strong my friend and know that you, your dad, and your family are in my prayers.