[Dildo Shwaggins]

-1. I’ll start by saying that I don’t personally have any negative history with you myself and that this is entirely based off observation of the current community members and how what has been said ties into it.  I think it’s really early to consider staff. If you want the people here who are being civil but still have some sour history with to believe that you’ve changed you’ll have to prove it to them. Even if they never end up being your friend, it’s gonna take a lot of work to make a level of amends with some people here and I think that needs to be done before staff is a consideration. An apology won’t mean anything until you can prove via future words and actions that you mean what you say. And that’s what leads to long term positive change and relations with people.