[Deer-ly]

I don't want to be repetitive as everyone has said exactly what needs to be said and what I would say but this is absolutely horrid. Voss when I joined this place when I was 14/15 I looked up to you so much. I said to myself that you were someone I could look up to and every time I got to sit in VC with you and you told me different life stories, I couldn't stop being in awe. Reading this and everything outlined has absolutely disgusted me and made me lose all of the respect I had for you. The person I knew I felt was someone who could be trusted to be unbiased and safe for this community and you have absolutely let down yourself, this community and everyone involved and especially deerly. They were a fucking child and they were preyed upon. End of story, end of everything. They lacked the ability to consent and that's final.

 Slash my favorite dad joke, thank you for putting this section into words for me. Voss, Fish, and Nuru were all my idols at the time with them being admins or moderators. I would always listen to ye tales of old in respect. Learning how far everything has came. But seeing this shitfall has really ruined like most of my childhood growing up in this server. as if the grooming wasn't enough to be fair... 

 But it was people just like voss, deathstar and matt that originally really started my love for gmod and its creative abilities. I will genuienly miss like mid 2019.