[Summer]

My life hasn't been great, especially as of late. Was engaged for I believe 5 months to the best friend I never expected, and then she and I called it off, more or less her rather than me but that's beside the point. I'd pushed all the friends I had away, and just worked then went home and was miserable.

Now I've healed and forgave most people in my life, besides my deadbeat mother. I've gotten a high paying job with no degree, after 11 years of dedication to my trade, with the chance of moving up more. I have 3 dogs, all of which I love to death. I recently reconnected with the exfiancee to talk about things and get closure. I've made connections that will push me in a better position in life.

I'm trying to reconnect with those I pushed away, but sometimes that isn't possible. That's okay too. This is the first time since I was 7 that I can say I've been okay mentally. Its always fluctuating of course. But more often than not, I'm in peace.