[Deer-ly]

MY primary concern of this application is that you are claiming to want access to !queue and to not actually want to help the community. This makes perfect sense to me for those reasons considering your history here, of course. Personally, I think you would be much happier with Donor or Donor+ than you would as staff because then you would be expected to do staffing stuff and care for the community etc. I would still support your application for trusted if that's what you sincerely want, otherwise obvious support for Donor/Donor+.

After talking to foxka and Ryan in discord I feel as if I'm not being clear enough? I really don't know.

This is a staff app, I am willing to take on the responsability that trusted gives to someone. This is not just because I want !queue, please do not continue with the "you would be happier with donor". I'm merely being honest that that command is why I applied and am willing to apply myself to the server. Some people buy donor just for staff commands. like foxka's donor staff meme refrence its still relavent today. The fact of when i first joined Ph and a donor refered to themselves as "the nightly janitor" proves that.

This is a genuine attempt at applying myself to the community again, if you want me to be brutaly honest I don't think the community deserves my help in anyway. I should continue playing how i currently am and just refuse to help when its asked of me. I will still happily make cosmetics as i enjoy doing that but I'm not going to be told to act more professinal or to build trust when im the last person that should have to do that. This staff app is the choice between staff and donor, I do not wish try try more than twice for this community.

I fully understand you can't just "take your word for it" when i say i will change, But I am also telling you I will not change just to earn some suck up points for +1's. Either you agree with my sentiment of "I'm not staff and will not staff without a staff rank" or you don't. I think? With the dms I recive overtime from this app I understand less and less. I'm not going to continue to repeat myself though. So just one more time:

I will not force myself help with mass rdm reports, hackers, or tollers outside of a staff ping with their id's without it being a duty/responsobility of mine.