[Damien1579]

Ingame Name: Damien1579 / Damien

SteamID: STEAM_0:0:221473561

Discord Tag: Damien1579

Time Played: over 2700 hours I think? it's a lot

When First Joined: 1/1/20

Availability (Approx. times you play, and time zone): pretty much any time pst

Rank Desired: Trusted

Current Rank: Donor

What can you do to help the community: I can handle slays, give out gags/mutes/warns, make ban requests and try to keep a chill & fun environment on the server to the best of my ability. 

Why you want to help the community: I miss being staff, even if I resign a zillion times I don't think it matters as long as I can provide being a good staff member and being as impartial as I can be. The game is genuinely fun and doing staff stuff is also very fun.

Have you been previously banned, or do you have active warn points? (Link Relevant Posts): 1 day ban for slurring

Have you previously applied for staff? (Link Relevant Posts): look at my post history lol

How did you find us?: bored during the ball drop of 2019 and I joined because of Fairly OddParents (Can't even think of the show now without thinking about this place..)

Did you fill out the required scenario questions for rank you are applying for? (Links under requirements in format thread): yus

Other:

I am gonna say some things now because I know this is gonna be kind of a shit storm. Yes, I have resigned a total of 3 times and I feel like a loser for each and every time. If you think that resigning a lot is a reason to deny someone staff rank I personally just disagree and that's okay, we're allowed to disagree. I think that as long as you can provide good staffing for the server then I personally wouldn't give a shit if you resigned and came back multiple times. 

I have been kind of abrasive as of late which I'll take full responsibility for, I have always been a no nonsense kind of person and I will tell someone when I think what they say is stupid and I will tell people I straight up do not like them when I don't like a person. If I am made staff I can calm down if it reflects poorly on the staff team but otherwise I will keep my demeanor and I believe I have the right to do so because of some reasons I'll explain. Probably the least important reason is that it is the internet and I can hold whatever opinion and behavior I want to. The most important reason is because I feel like a few staff members in all positions of staff have exhibited/currently exhibit this kind of behavior and I feel like it wouldn't be fair to make me change mine if they don't have to change theirs.

I didn't mention this on my resignation post but another reason I felt like resigning was because of how I had felt about the community ban that took place in February. Rand made a good post on the thread announcing that ban and I felt like it covered most of my thoughts. Learning that your best friend is a shitty person who did a lot of fucked up things to people is one of the worst things I've ever gone through as a person and it was mentally taxing. I've since recovered from that mindset and have moved on.