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It's so cringe I have to take the time to write out how shit your apology is instead of just posting the guillotine meme to your weird-ass classist behavior, so here's some feedback for you to take seriously for your very serious thread. 

To address the poor people shit, if I get unbanned I will cut that out at the best of my ability. While not against the rules I guess it is sorta annoying for some.

Followed immediately with;

I just stated that I will to the best of my ability filter myself from expressing [my] views of things.

Expressing views of things??? As if it's a valid perspective, you silver-spoon motherfucker. Is it just a viewpoint when you spew racial slurs? Is it just a viewpoint when you harass other members? you're homophobic? you're transphobic? you're classist? you blame it all on addiction? on grief? I guess it is if you blame it on "poor choice of words," it's our fault we took it that way, right? You weird bitch. It's still your responsibility to fix yourself, and every line in this shitpost "serious" apology thread indicates you don't care and won't do anything different if you get what you want again.

In short, I hope the well dries up. I hope Daddy Warbucks Corsair gets tired of your ass-kissing. I hope you spill milk on your Corsair Keyboard, and the keys stop working, and you reach for your daddy's credit card, and it declines. I hope you get audited and can't fucking Rolex post in w/e discord server you fucked off to. I hope you suffer a very treatable liver disease from how often you boozed out, survive happily, but experience significant medical debt. I hope, by some fucking miracle, you fix yourself from this weird-ass better-than-you attitude you adopted after being handed so much shit because you clearly haven't yet. You don't think you're wrong. Big viewpoint ideas about fucking gay people and poor people, lol. Racial minorities, too, still, then right? Maybe we'd be quicker to forgive you for the tenth time you've begged for it if we "BOOTSTRAPPED" down to you and saw it from your point of view, right?

In shorter, -1 Grow up.

Though I'm frustrated with you and how fucking often this comes up with you, I understand the feeling of being trapped in a cycle of bad behavior and wanting to be better, but I'm just not convinced with you. Yeah, your "wording" has rubbed some people wrong here because it's painfully indicative of how little you still think of the people you degrade. Every time this happens, you clearly don't give a fuck. The only thing your weird responses show is how tired you are of having to say sorry for it, for how long this is taking. See you all for the next apology post.

Its cool to give your feedback, but it’s unnecessary to say that hope someone gets a disease. That’s extremely uncalled for.

I disagree. I hope it's a wake-up call for you. Life is better lived with friends; you clearly know that, or you wouldn't be trying to appeal. You're facing pushback from being let back in because you're still carrying hate for people. To most, and especially the people you accidentally "offended" with your "point of view" and "poor choice of words," it's not evident you've changed at all because you're still pushing away responsibility from it.

When we do something wrong and are evicted from a place of community, it's an opportunity to evaluate ourselves, learn from our actions, and get better. When you don't make meaningful change, take meaningful responsibility for bad behavior, or at the very least clearly identify what you did as wrong, it's in a community's best interest to turn you away. It's clear to many of us, and it should be to you too now, I'm sure, that on a fundamental level, you think less of people who have less than you, look different from you or live differently from you.

... the racism, homophobia, and classism is 100% from you and not the drink.

You're already facing one disease. Don't make it two by bingeing alcohol before you fix the first. Obviously, people want to give you the chance to prove you can be better, so do it.