11-16-2024, 01:33 AM
(3mb3ry's post but said by me and louder)
TO START OFF, I DON'T REALLY KNOW YOU MUCH FROM TTT AS I HAVEN'T PLAYED MUCH IN MONTHS BUT I HAVE BEEN READING FORUMS AND A BIT OF DISCORD EVERY NOW AND THEN WHICH IS WHAT I HAVE TO BASE MY THOUGHTS ON.
I DO THINK THAT YOUR POSITIVE ENERGY CAN BE REFRESHING BUT SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE IT MIGHT LEAN A BIT TOO MUCH INTO TOXIC POSITIVITY. IT CAN SEEM LIKE EVERYTHING HAS TO BE OVERLY UPBEAT, EVEN WHEN THINGS ARE TOUGH. I'VE ALSO NOTICED THAT THERE SEEMS TO BE A LOT OF FOCUS ON HOW THE COMMUNITY PERCEIVES YOU. I UNDERSTAND THAT THIS IS A COMMUNITY THAT YOU CARE ABOUT BUT IT SEEMS LIKE YOU ARE TRYING TO MAINTAIN A CERTAIN IMAGE OF BEING THE SAVIOR OF OUR COMMUNITY WHICH CAN OBVIOUSLY BE A BIT DRAINING IN THE LONG RUN. IT'S IMPORTANT TO STAY TRUE TO YOURSELF AND NOT FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE TO MEET EVERYONE ELSE'S EXPECTATIONS ALL THE TIME, ITS NOT HEALTHY FOR YOU OR THE COMMUNITY TO PLACE THAT SORT OF PRESSURE ON ANYONE.
I ALSO WANTED TO MENTION THE STAFF APPS AND THE GOODBYE THREAD BETWEEN THE TWO RECENT ONES. I GET THAT STEPPING AWAY FROM THE COMMUNITY CAN BE HARD ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU HAVE FRIENDS STILL ACTIVE IN IT BUT IT FELT A LITTLE ODD TO ME THAT YOU POSTED TALKING ABOUT MAYBE NEVER EVEN COMING BACK TO THEN BEING SEEMINGLY JUST AS ACTIVE AS BEFORE AND MAKING YET ANOTHER STAFF APP JUST OVER A WEEK LATER. I'M SURE YOU HAD YOUR REASONS BEHIND THIS BUT I DO THINK IT COULD HAVE BEEN BENEFICIAL TO GIVE YOURSELF SOME MORE TIME TO RECHARGE AND REFLECT BEFORE DIVING BACK IN SO TO SPEAK.
I HOPE THIS DOESN'T COME OFF TOO HARSH BUT I DO THINK THESE ARE WORTH MENTIONING
TO START OFF, I DON'T REALLY KNOW YOU MUCH FROM TTT AS I HAVEN'T PLAYED MUCH IN MONTHS BUT I HAVE BEEN READING FORUMS AND A BIT OF DISCORD EVERY NOW AND THEN WHICH IS WHAT I HAVE TO BASE MY THOUGHTS ON.
I DO THINK THAT YOUR POSITIVE ENERGY CAN BE REFRESHING BUT SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE IT MIGHT LEAN A BIT TOO MUCH INTO TOXIC POSITIVITY. IT CAN SEEM LIKE EVERYTHING HAS TO BE OVERLY UPBEAT, EVEN WHEN THINGS ARE TOUGH. I'VE ALSO NOTICED THAT THERE SEEMS TO BE A LOT OF FOCUS ON HOW THE COMMUNITY PERCEIVES YOU. I UNDERSTAND THAT THIS IS A COMMUNITY THAT YOU CARE ABOUT BUT IT SEEMS LIKE YOU ARE TRYING TO MAINTAIN A CERTAIN IMAGE OF BEING THE SAVIOR OF OUR COMMUNITY WHICH CAN OBVIOUSLY BE A BIT DRAINING IN THE LONG RUN. IT'S IMPORTANT TO STAY TRUE TO YOURSELF AND NOT FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE TO MEET EVERYONE ELSE'S EXPECTATIONS ALL THE TIME, ITS NOT HEALTHY FOR YOU OR THE COMMUNITY TO PLACE THAT SORT OF PRESSURE ON ANYONE.
I ALSO WANTED TO MENTION THE STAFF APPS AND THE GOODBYE THREAD BETWEEN THE TWO RECENT ONES. I GET THAT STEPPING AWAY FROM THE COMMUNITY CAN BE HARD ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU HAVE FRIENDS STILL ACTIVE IN IT BUT IT FELT A LITTLE ODD TO ME THAT YOU POSTED TALKING ABOUT MAYBE NEVER EVEN COMING BACK TO THEN BEING SEEMINGLY JUST AS ACTIVE AS BEFORE AND MAKING YET ANOTHER STAFF APP JUST OVER A WEEK LATER. I'M SURE YOU HAD YOUR REASONS BEHIND THIS BUT I DO THINK IT COULD HAVE BEEN BENEFICIAL TO GIVE YOURSELF SOME MORE TIME TO RECHARGE AND REFLECT BEFORE DIVING BACK IN SO TO SPEAK.
I HOPE THIS DOESN'T COME OFF TOO HARSH BUT I DO THINK THESE ARE WORTH MENTIONING
