[eamtomlinson]

If you hypothetically played only 4 days this week, you spent over 10 hours a day on ttt.
Dont burn out pal, take a break

ik that i got into a pretty bad cycle on the ph server a while back actual history at this point but i play and then i go to get water and its midnight 
the issue is like with the ph whenever i take a break i come back with like half the skill which wouldnt be so bad but i cant use the smith & wesson aftger my last break a///
imma just stop and go try and play other games and focus more on me im not sure if its come through on the server i ussually keep my cards close despite my rambling nature, im not doing well emotionally and i realized today that i was breaking down yesterday genuinely going to get help asp this week. i think making the friends i have has definitely carried me quite a bit farther than i shouldve gone so im going to take a break for like 2 weeks and to make sure im deleting gmod so i dont go back on.
(sorry for rambling its just i dont ussually talk about these issues openly so i have alot to say.)