[Damien]

How the fuck does someone have 15 staff apps in the span of 5 years?
I'd like to know how many of the staff apps actually went through, what percentage of your TTT time you spent as staff, why did you quit and how this time would be different?
Also I'm pretty sure this app is a joke with all the other "clerb" apps so -1 till someone changes my mind.

I am a fairly controversial figure in the community, I'm not gonna sit here and tell you that all of my denied apps were denied because of bias and I'll own up to being a shithead in my past and making decisions that got me denied. 

I was accepted for staff positions 7 times out of 15, I was accepted for trusted 3 times and on my third time being trusted I got all of the way up to mod. It'd be hard to guess how much time I've spent as staff but I'd give a very rough guess of about... 1/5 of my time? It's hard to guess with how many names I've had and not having an actual tracker for staff time. (I'm guessing off of play time not how many years I've spent with the server btw)

My app and all other apps up currently are serious and I hope are treated as such.

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It's clear you have no idea what you actually want to do

You can think that way, I get it. From the outside looking in it looks like I have literally no idea what I'm doing but trust me, I know what I want to do. I wouldn't have applied if I didn't want to take up the mantle again and staff for the server.