[Deaf Taylor Swift]

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you seem to be really popular on the forums, so I assume that means you're a great and inviting person to talk to. I don't play PH, so I haven't met you (yet!!), but you know, your sanity is of utmost importance. Mental health comes before other obligations. I can't offer you great advice myself, but you always have the option of taking a break, talking to someone... anything that would at least ameliorate what's going on. You'll get through this. We all have those times where we feel like we're unwanted or the world would revolve without us, but just remember that there are people on this server who truly care about you. You're a part of the one big great family that is Dink's GMod.