[SenseiTbag]

Yea dude, I know how you feel.  I lost my grandpa on Memorial Day last year.  It's tough, but you gotta talk to me if you need to, and not focus on their death.  Remember the good times you have.

that's what I'm doing, keeping myself level headed as best I can, for her sake, I know she wouldn't want to see me sad or upset and let it get to me. I don't regret any day I spent with her. and will always charish every moment