01-08-2018, 02:30 AM
Day 1:
They seem to have left me. All by myself in this room. I envy the Box's space- the lack of worry of being called upon or stammering to find some bullshit small talk so you don't have to sit in the silence. The silence of just you and the silence of multiple people are different. Just you means its just your thoughts silently silent in the silence- but multiple people means multiple variable. Multiples of the stress of the thoughts that might come. Will check in tomorrow
Day 2:
I was losing hope but Papa came to check on me. We reminisced about those days of cartoons and pondered upon our spirit animal. I have gained much more respect for my peers this day. I shall try to stay positive. I won't feel lonely in the Box, I'm wondering if it's no use and I should just retire to the Box. Maybe this is it. The withdrawal kicking in- the time away from the Box. A feeling of hopelessness without it. The Box hugs me with it's silence and its space for one singular entity. I know I shouldn't but the what-ifs and the such always come up. We shall see. Will update.
They seem to have left me. All by myself in this room. I envy the Box's space- the lack of worry of being called upon or stammering to find some bullshit small talk so you don't have to sit in the silence. The silence of just you and the silence of multiple people are different. Just you means its just your thoughts silently silent in the silence- but multiple people means multiple variable. Multiples of the stress of the thoughts that might come. Will check in tomorrow
Day 2:
I was losing hope but Papa came to check on me. We reminisced about those days of cartoons and pondered upon our spirit animal. I have gained much more respect for my peers this day. I shall try to stay positive. I won't feel lonely in the Box, I'm wondering if it's no use and I should just retire to the Box. Maybe this is it. The withdrawal kicking in- the time away from the Box. A feeling of hopelessness without it. The Box hugs me with it's silence and its space for one singular entity. I know I shouldn't but the what-ifs and the such always come up. We shall see. Will update.
Humbly yours,
GIR of the mongoose-dog's loins of scrap & Chief Officer of Corporate Knackwursts
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Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.