[Dolphin]

Why? You dont need to share if you dont want to

I've been close to drowning pretty much in the same way that I didn't know how to swim and I fell in the deep end of the pool at my cousins house.

I've also been deathly I'll at the hospital when I was younger, around 11 I think, where my kidneys bad an infection of some sort and the pain was unbearable. 

Nothing else other than some major accidents I guess, I've been shot in the foot once and had many deep cuts n bruises but nothing that was like "oh I'm gonna die".

This thread has nothing to do with me, but I don't think it's something that needs to be public within the forums. There are some people here that have alot of issues including with depression, and this is just a thread I believe that could backfire. I'd hope no one would ever think about suicide, and that they would reach out for help / talk to someone if they ever have thoughts. This thread just gives me bad energy vibes, and I feel as if it's not something that needs to be publicized here on the forums.

I'd say that this thread would accomplish something contrary to what you are thinking Christian. To me this thread allows us to understand our own mortality and appreciate life just a little bit more. It's good to able to share these things with people especially since I know many people on this server have depression. It's good to know you're not alone and have people to call on. That's just my thoughts. Btw I had near death experience. One time i was mowing the lawn and the mower caught up a rock and shot it out near me at an alarming rate. I was spooked to say the least.

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