[AzunaRiceBoy]

I'm not a PH staff but I agree with everyone else. If you just resigned / stepped down over personal stuff or even if it server related, you should've probably waited to gain your trust and time back. Also, if it was personal, you could've just continue as a staff but say like "gonna be gone for a bit due to personal shiznap". I mean, I'm not quite sure how it's done in PH, but you can clearly see TTT has tons of inactive staff and yet they're still with us because hey, they're still active on discord / forums, so they're not entirely dead just busy with life. So you could've done that as an option. For me, I rage a lot and everyone knows that or least the people that know me do. They see me come and go but the only position I had to remove myself from was my mod rank because I got grounded so I didn't want a position that I couldn't handle afterwards and I didn't want to let anyone down, so I had to step down. But my lowest is Tmod or Supporter, but supporter isn't a thing anymore, so lowest for me is Tmod. But other than that, you only ever stepped down if you're not coming back or it's too stressful to balance your time personally and physically, real-life and online.

So my suggestion is to gain everyone's trust again and climb back up from the bottom to the top. I understand you have decent time, but the time you need to earn is the team's trust. They only see you rage quit/rage resigned. Also, this does not affect if you were never a staff, I don't really know you and what rank you were before, but since everyone said you had a retirement post, I'd suggest this will affect you. But the best of luck to you!

Thank u Ducky for you comment ^_^ Ill be taking that into consideration and all the comments as well. I think I just need to take some time and focus on what I want and maintain my time and plan out what I want in the future. Not saying Im gonna leave lol Im gonna just be in the back ground and help whenever Im needed and whenever people need help. ^_^ Staff is just a title and In the future Ill be ready ^_^

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-1

It's a shame I don't really have much to add here because Voss pretty much stole the words from out of my mouth here I guess all I can say is keep a positive attitude, don't let your shortcomings define who you are and try again if you don't get it this time.

Thank u Demon ^_^ Means alot

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-1

Since your "resigned" thread, you reconsidered and deleted it and decided to create a staff application after it. Particular reason on it? It does cause confusion, stressful or not, its not acceptable. Moving to your actual game behavior via server, you've been highly respectful, taking appropriate actions, friendly, etc. I'll give you a positive one in near future if you stop deleting either threads or resigning once more.

Hearing this comment is giving me a boost to carry on what Im doing. Thank you for taking the time to post your point ^_^

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At the moment I am leaning towards a -1 due to recent events.
My reasoning towards this response being the "resignation" thread you recently created then in a haste deleted it and created your third application for Trusted. Thinking about this now, it has brought to mind how you would react come another dispute or such with another server member or perhaps a staff member. Would you write another resignation thread? We don't know. Personally, I do not think you are emotionally stable enough to staff just yet.
Take some time to set yourself straight, keep up your hours, you're improving well and I am proud of how far you have come. You still have obstacles in the way but you are moving through them and hopefully next time you apply you will be ready. Good luck.

Thank you Kuono ^_^ Means alot coming from you

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I am also going to give you a -1 because of the retiring post. Some things happen that upsets other people or cause problems. I never had any issues with you and if you didn't make a retiring post then my vote would be a +1. Btw i suggest not making threads then deleting them. You're still my friend. And i enjoy playing with you

Thank you Kasumi Always fun to have u around ^_^ Ill see u in the prop field