[lonx]

I agree.
I have messed up quite a bit within the PH server itself and out of it, and I have apologized for it to everybody.
Moving on is the key to healing PH, though it will be difficult.
It needs to be done.
Starky has kept his shit together for a good amount of time, and I am very proud of that. 
Honestly,
I am moving on, and I will work on a new relationship with everybody.
I am continuing to do my job within the PH server itself. 
This forum post should not be just "any other post."
It really needs to be looked at and understood.
It's time to move on.
It's going to be difficult for many, but it needs to be done.
I have been quite wishy-washy with the server lately, and I apologize.
I am just afraid that the server will take a turn for it's worst.
I have now made my mind up completely whether or not people agree with it.
I am just going to try.
I thank Starky for writing all of this out, 
He's addressing this situation maturely.
Many others are not, including me.
Though I am changing that, it still doesn't wipe away what I did.
Anyways, yeah. This all needed to be said, 
Thanks