(07-18-2019, 01:25 AM)Avi Wrote: Going against the majority here, Im going to say -1. While yes, you've been actively playing on the server, I question why you want to be staff with some things that happened recently pertaining to this community and elsewhere, and I know Im not the only one that's wondering it too. I normally don't bring up past things unless they're relevant but I feel it's fitting here; your attitude towards things in this community hasn't changed since you completely left and that's another concern of mine.
With this being said if anyone wants more details than the vague explanation reach out to me and we can have a civil conversation about it.
I completely understand your concern considering everything that has transpired recently. I've been planning on posting this application for a long while, it's just unfortunate that those things happened, and I instantly regretted how I dealt with the whole situation, because I know that I can be better than what I showed some of you. Whether this application gets accepted or not, I'm going to continue working on bettering myself in the way that I handle situations in which I may have a biased opinion towards one side, because a staff member has to be unbiased in their work. They also need to be levelheaded, and I'll admit that sometimes I get too passionate in my views on things, which ends up with me being.. a dumb dumb.
The reason why I want to rejoin the staff team is honestly because it just doesn't feel.. right? to not be helping. I feel weird not being on the server and handling RDM reports and such, and I think that some staff that have came back can relate to this feeling. I want to help this place become the best it can be, since it holds a very close place in my heart (cliche I know). I'm sorry that my recent actions painted me in a bad light, and I apologize for the poor way that I handled it.
Thank you for this reply ^^, I wanted to vaguely speak on this whole thing eventually, because it just didn't settle right with me.
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