01-10-2020, 01:12 AM
I have considered making this thread for sometime, but got caught up with college life and wasn't able to be on the server as much, and it didn't seem reasonable to make at a time where any result would be significantly relevant for me. I also wanted to take some time for myself along with other members of the community to "cool off" in a sense and get to a point where most of the actual hard feelings are in the past. For me they are.
The main point of this is that I would like to rerecieve D-tmod. If this was a normal staff rank i would just wait and apply for trusted, however, this was a purchased donor rank and whether or not the purchasing option still exist I personally viewed it and still view it as more of a donor rank than real applied and accepted staff rank. (Which is one of the reasons I applied for trusted after purchasing D-tmod back in 2017.)
If nothing else I want to have a real discussion about what got me specifically "demoted" I really enjoy playing with people in this community and have never really had ill will even to the people that I was "toxic" towards. I still feel like the one thing that I did do wrong was no where near toxicity and was more of a misunderstanding. That is just my end. I really hope the admins will look back and compare this to other staff and donors that have been demoted (rightfully so) because I see a big discrepancy. Until this point my record has been relatively flawless, and I just want the opportunity mainly for some direct communication and possibly a reinstatement.
Side note. I do appreciate me being allowed to retain the normal donor rank, for a normal ban situation that would probably not happen.
The main point of this is that I would like to rerecieve D-tmod. If this was a normal staff rank i would just wait and apply for trusted, however, this was a purchased donor rank and whether or not the purchasing option still exist I personally viewed it and still view it as more of a donor rank than real applied and accepted staff rank. (Which is one of the reasons I applied for trusted after purchasing D-tmod back in 2017.)
If nothing else I want to have a real discussion about what got me specifically "demoted" I really enjoy playing with people in this community and have never really had ill will even to the people that I was "toxic" towards. I still feel like the one thing that I did do wrong was no where near toxicity and was more of a misunderstanding. That is just my end. I really hope the admins will look back and compare this to other staff and donors that have been demoted (rightfully so) because I see a big discrepancy. Until this point my record has been relatively flawless, and I just want the opportunity mainly for some direct communication and possibly a reinstatement.
Side note. I do appreciate me being allowed to retain the normal donor rank, for a normal ban situation that would probably not happen.
I have no genuine regrets. You lot can go fuck yourselves, I'm done being treated like a piece of shit in your servers. Every day I'm on it's 1rdm after the other and then I'm called every slur and name in the fucking book. Tell the others to go fucking die in a fire cause I am fucking over it. And when I try to do something about it, I'm the "staff abuser". nah go fuck yourselves
