[Cyrus]

-1 I see no genuine apology or remorse for your actions.

Okay, I want to retry at explaining,

I don't defend any of my actions and I agree that I did rdm at points, and there was unjustified rdm that should be punished. I'd like to ask not to be permabanned for the rdm though and instead temp banned, I enjoy playing on the server and it's a really high quality server with great players, I didn't know the escalation of punishments were this severe, and yes, I shouldn't have RDM'D even if the punishments were this severe, so I know I should be banned to some extent but I'm just asking not permanent

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https://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/f...2217846529
https://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/f...2217846583
https://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/f...2217846752
https://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/f...2217846880
Here is another example of you rdming today just hours before you got banned. I didn’t add these to the ban request so I figured I should post these here for reference too. You literally rdm all the time. Then when someone called you out on it you got mad and started trolling. 1- no thanks. I really don’t think you will stop rdming even if you do get unbanned anyway.

I mean, I've played like 7 or 8 hours in the past few days. There's bound to be RDM at certain points. Yeah, I made mistakes in killing some people, and I got slain for it.  I don't have any clue of "Then when someone called you out on it you got mad and started trolling." what you are referring to of this. 

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When there are no staff online that does not mean the rules won't still be upheld. Just because other people are doing something wrong doesn't mean that you or whoever else joining in would make it right. There are people who will log what's happening and post ban requests accordingly and I believe that's what happened here.

On another note though, what exactly would you constitute as Jesse's "personal motivation?" If you have a story to that or any evidence to back that feel free to post it to support your claim(s).

I understand, and I apologize. I wasn't trying to say that any RDM that occurred was justified, but that I feel that most people yesterday when a lot of the rdm occurred were all playing together for fun and didn't necessarily have any issue with it, and I feel that Jesse cherry picked a lot of the RDM in order to show that I was the "only one" causing chaos instead of other causing it as well, resulting in everyone killing each other.

At some point yesterday we got into an argument after a round because I killed him once or twice, and it continued for a bit back and forth, then he talked about how he was going to report me and such. I haven't done anything to target Jessie or argue with him today and I've spent a lot of today playing with other members on the server and enjoying time. 
I believe he's personally motivated because it's not that he actually cares that I had RDM'd at points on the server, but rather because he dislikes me as a person since our interactions together.

I also had an argument with Lycan yesterday, which actually involved a significant amount of him RDMing me at the beginning of rounds, but we moved past that and neither him nor I have had any actual conflict since.

Jess would've reported you even if you guys hadn't argued. Jesse is the most active member on the forums when it comes to ban requests. Even if you and him argued you still massed

My point isn't that I didn't make mistakes, which I am still apologizing for and understand being punished for the RDM that I DID do, but rather that I believe Jesse is exaggerating the problems that I have actually caused on the server and has falsely posted some of the logs. Yes some are true, and yes I agree that I should be punished for those, but I don't find it true the extent to which he believes and is trying to indicate that I have caused issues