[Pixie Pickle]

You still sound very angry and very bitter about the whole situation. This is not the place to be if your mind is not in a good way, plenty of our players and also some staff can tell you from personal experience that online gaming is not a place to be to heal and get better. 

I don’t feel you’ve grown or matured much since you last posted. A ‘fuck everything’ attitude is not healthy. 

You don’t need to carry the weight of the world around with you, bad things will always happen and we have no control over them so find a way to make peace with that and just concentrate on the things that you do have control over. You’ll be much happier in the long run.