[bunniey]

I'm feeling some random cheesy bullshit feelings right now and it just got me wondering, what keeps everyone going? Like, in general, career, school, mental/physical/emotional, all that, is there anything specific?

For me, it can be broken down to me, my mom, and a few friends
The me part is I've just always been ambitious, and I rise through ranks on any game or community I'm apart of, which sounds a little cocky but it's not it's just something that happens because I know how to be invested in these kinds of things without exhausting all of my energy on it, and just have a way of typing/talking/acting in ways that people can relate to, but also still sounds intelligent, I think?

My mom is constantly, and always has, been telling me she knows I'll succeed, and is just very uplifting, I adore her more than life.

My one irl I don't talk to anymore but he used to be m y best friend and we just made so many plans when we were littler, I've always had huge aspirations because of him. Same with the url friend, honestly. He's always going places and getting shit done and I'm always trying to keep up.

And lately two people here have had me just on a rampage of self improvement for various reasons, great friends, all that jazz. One is just my best friend in general and always helps me with everything and just is wonderful as a person, and the other I have told about my plans in life and just tells me they believe in me and are proud of my progress and stuff. I'ts the little words that really do it, the ones that are just in passing.

The more I type the cheesier I feel and this is mostly a stupid ramble so I'll just reiterate the title.

What makes you keep going in life?