06-14-2024, 10:33 AM
(06-14-2024, 09:11 AM)EpicGuy Wrote: I don't have any concerns with your technical ability to be Trusted. However, I do want you to think about this: you should not let staffing on this server have dominion over you.These are valid concerns, truth be told I feel like I sat on the sidelines in this community for way too long. Some of the breaks I took have been short since I came back recently, like a few days or a few hours or so sometimes but I do understand your point. I do want to participate in discussions and am willing to defend my position. I am going to try my best to keep a check on my emotions regarding this place. That being said it will be understandable if I got deny based on worry for mental/emotional state regarding this place but like I said I'm going to try my best to keep it in check. I know my limits usually, I want to give staffing a chance now. I am still going to play/be in this community regardless if this gets denied. I will still try to help out.
If you're already taking breaks from the server and you're not a staff member, God help you when you become a staff member. I say this all the time, this server has existed for 10 years without you being a staff member. It will continue to survive without you having to feel as if you are its savior. You do not need to become so emotionally invested in this hog pen that it causes emotional and mental distress. That is ridiculous.
Believe you me, sometimes it is better, for your sake, to sit on the sidelines and observe while things are being debated and talked about than be dragged into something not worth anyone's time. Only hop in if you're ready for a lengthy discussion and are willing to defend your position. If you don't want to, then don't.