[d33r]

content warning

 Nazu and I started dating in 2022 when I was 16 and they were 19. I continued to think I really loved them even going as far as calling them my wife. Even now I still can't help but think I'm making the wrong decision but this community has a right to know. I as well still feel stuck far behind in my past and I couldn't really figure out why, I thought I was happy. After getting unbanned from here though I partly realized I hadn't changed how i wanted to. I had got into a relationship with someone under the exact same reasons as other adults when I was young. I can't handle that thought now. 
I feel manipulated by them after looking back on our messages and certain events, Like how they've lied to this community, the backdoor, the bribes, and I don't think I can keep that to myself (Though I'm almost certain it was all talk). I don't think I should ever have.








I removed the more inappropriate screenshot, wasn't thinking fast enough. I hope to continue my journey into a better life, I don't feel well now.

[August]

Sorry about everything, but I have to ask why this is being made public and not brought directly to the admins? Especially considering the nature of the allegations here.

[d33r]

Sorry about everything, but I have to ask why this is being made public and not brought directly to the admins? Especially considering the nature of the allegations here.

Because last time I did that I got community banned :3

[chapman]

Another day, another pedophile called out.


I pray that we have a time where people are not driven by such disgusting lustful desires.


Also to answer your question August, I feel that given the past, there are instances where if someone was friends with said "pedophile," they would not do anything for it until an obscenely high amount of people complained about it.

A prime example would be Laced, sorry to bring up old wounds, but that guy was getting away with morbid stuff due to the power he "had" over this community.

That's all I wanted to say. Thank you and goodbye.

[Jammin]

Well this makes me just feel even shittier about the wrongful ban you received, seeing that you were going through this.
Thankfully nazu is already serving a permaban for being a dickhead, so I hope that you will be safe here long term. I hope that you are able to move forward and past this someday, which it seems you are already taking steps to do.

[post monalisa]

what is a backdoor?

[RussEfarmer]

what is a backdoor?

basically a bug or malware you use to get unauthorized access to a system

[Nazu(s)]

I have talked to who I think is appropriate to talk to about this.

Leave me alone, do not ask me questions or add me, I've moved on from this community well than over half a year ago, I have nothing to add on or say, thank you.

[RussEfarmer]

Another day, another pedophile called out.

This comment doesn't sit right with me. The behavior is manipulative and gives groomer vibes, but saying this is pedophilia is a stretch. 16 turning 17y/o and 19y/o are both high school age. Pedophillia is a 28 year old grown man manipulating innocent children and potentially putting them in mortal danger because they're too much of a loser to date another mature adult. This thread shows a hormone ruled teenager manipulating another hormone ruled teenager because they have $700 in the bank from their first part time job at McDonalds. Yes its weird, yes its manipulative and groomy, but no it's not anywhere near pedophilia, this is some dumb shit the teacher would call your mom about.

It's important to make the distinction, because calling any moron a pedo downplays the threat actual pedos pose to children. Actual pedos are monsters and should rot in jail. Stop throwing out life-changing allegations to the stupid teenager who's barely old enough to have a real drivers license trying to play sugar daddy for the high school sophomore. Yeah its weird and creepy, go flame their DMs about it if you want, but if anyone thinks there is an actual case of pedophilia or child endangerment, call the fucking police instead of our fat video game admin council

[chapman]

Another day, another pedophile called out.

This comment doesn't sit right with me. The behavior is manipulative and gives groomer vibes, but saying this is pedophilia is a stretch. 16 turning 17y/o and 19y/o are both high school age. Pedophillia is a 28 year old grown man manipulating innocent children and potentially putting them in mortal danger because they're too much of a loser to date another mature adult. This thread shows a hormone ruled teenager manipulating another hormone ruled teenager because they have $700 in the bank from their first part time job at McDonalds. Yes its weird, yes its manipulative and groomy, but no it's not anywhere near pedophilia, this is some dumb shit the teacher would call your mom about.

It's important to make the distinction, because calling any moron a pedo downplays the threat actual pedos pose to children. Actual pedos are monsters and should rot in jail. Stop throwing out life-changing allegations to the stupid teenager who's barely old enough to have a real drivers license trying to play sugar daddy for the high school sophomore. Yeah its weird and creepy, go flame their DMs about it if you want, but if anyone thinks there is an actual case of pedophilia or child endangerment, call the fucking police instead of our fat video game admin council

To be honest I don't like that I said it myself because I allowed someone to tempt me to make a rage bait comment.

Sadly, this was a rage bait comment and upon reflection, that's not something I should do so I will apologize for that. It was a tasteless joke about a rampant history of people who have been degenerates throughout the years in this community, and Nazu should not have caught a stray in that manner.


In truthfulness, I felt that this was more of a weird situation (like a senior dating a freshman in high school) rather than something that was actually horrid.

Thanks for your honest feedback, I'll make better efforts not to submit to old temptations in the future.